So this is the last week of summer for me and so far it sucks. Started with the fact that I dont have my fucking car back for school which starts next week for me. Its a pain in the ass but it gets worse from there. Found out that I wont see lisa this week cause out schudeles are fucked up and now with school coming up next week, idk when the next ( Read more... )

So another day off is here and what am I doing, Nothing. I hate that my life has become nothing but work and this house is so empty since both my parents are now working late and when they are here they are just fighting about money. So i don't know weather I rather have them here fighting or being alone. My friends always seem to be busy lately ( Read more... )

Most people would think that having three days off would be great, and for the most part it can be unless your trapped at home. A deep clinging sensation of being alone seems to fill me up. I'm trapped with my own thoughts with no way out. Every night I have had off I have sat in my house and done nothing. Its depressing and fustrating.both of my ( Read more... )

Last night was one of the worst nights that I had in awhile, it wasn't so much events that happened that evening that made it bad, but it was the horrible dreams, the constant toss n turning and the pain all night long. When i did sleep it was in interval of minutes and were filled with dreams that have now polluted my mind and heart in the morning ( Read more... )

Don't ask me why but all day I have been thinking about Harry Potter (Damn you Lisa for getting me into this stuff). I caught myself thinking about how much stuff I would do in the Harry Potter universe if I was allowed to go to Hogwarts. I was placing my friends into houses as a means to take over the school. Having  a conversation about what ( Read more... )